I just did something that I wasn’t planning on doing, like, ever.
I’ve had Cassidy’s mom’s email address for a while. I got it when I was looking for their address after one of the letters I sent came back. I’ve never used it, but it’s one of the few ways to keep track of her on the web.
So… I sent an email asking if I could send Cassidy a card this week.
I’m still shaking. I don’t know if I did the right thing. I feel like it was an act of desperation, and I feel kinda bad for giving in to it.
I don’t know.