Yes, I deleted my MySpace.Com account. Why? Because I never used it, it was adding to my stress, and the whole interface sucks. Sure, you can customize it out the wazoo, but why encourage talentless hacks by leading them to believe they turn out good design? I’m not saying that everyone that put together a theme or skin on there was a talentless hack, but there were a hell of a lot of them.
And I cannot handle reading webpages that I have to have muted to read. The music? Don’t like it. Never will. I’m going to listen to my own music when I surf, and I’ll look up music when I want to listen to something else. Auto-play is bad netiquette.
I’m taking a small break from making a gift for my mother-in-law. Tomorrow, I’m leaving for Texas to go get the Irish Wolfhound from my bio-mom’s house, and also to help my youngest sister Dani and her fiance move up here for a little while. While I’m there, I’m taking my mother-in-law out to dinner Friday night, taking my dad home (or at least to my sister Diana’s house) after that, and then pray that I get enough sleep before I leave on Saturday.
I’m having some anxiety about this, and I really want to resolve it before I leave. I’m nervous about seeing Ginger again. I haven’t seen her in over two and a half years, and that was only for a brief visit. I didn’t bother trying too hard to get in touch with her when we visited back in April because I didn’t much see the point in stretching our schedule to the point of breaking to see a person who probably didn’t want to see us in the first place.
But, things have changed in the past few months, so there’s no telling what’s going to happen. I’ve done a lot of healing, and I hope she has, too… it seems like that’s what she’s trying to do… but I can’t trust it unconditionally because I’ve been disappointed too many times in the past.
I think I’ll be making a post in Chandrahealing soon… the lj, I mean… and maybe on TrinaryHealing.org. It’s all about choices and decisions and expectations and egos and faith… soon…